Film : Confession Of Pain
Posted by ardianto86 at 09:21 AM on March 12, 2007.
What would happen to a child if one day.. when he came home, he found out that his whole family had been brutally murdered, leaving just himself survives? Yes, this movie depicts the life of this unfortunate character. In short, this boy had no choice but left the scene, went to a temple, and changed his identity, fearing that he would be chased by the murderer. Living as a new person, he dedicates his life to seek for revenge. It was as if revenge was the only purpose of his life. Years after years, the boy grew up to become a man, a cold-blooded zombie who thirsts for murdering the group who had killed his whole family. It was to the extent that he married the murderer's daughter, just to kill her father. Finally he meant to kill her as well by setting up a blast in his own house's kitchen. His wife get serious burn injury and was at the brink of death, she then was taken care in the hospital. At last he just knew that she wasn't really the murderer's daughter. He felt sorry. Then only he started to took care of her, and perhaps, starting to love her. But too bad, she died because the injury was too serious. At last, he commited suicide.
What a tragedy! I tried to place myself in the situation of the unfortunate fella. I think his life was too miserable. What is so happy about finding your entire family being murdered? What would it feel to find yourself having to change your identity overnight, being a different person? What would it feel to be tortured by the past for years? (That's the reason he still seeks revenge though it happened decades ago!) What would it be like to succeed in a revenge, and yet it hurts you even more? If revenge itself already brought about emptiness, guilt, now it costs you your loved ones as well. Simply put, is there anything 'good' about his life? Is there any reason he shouldnt act the way he had acted? Is there any reason for thanksgiving? Isn't this the normal thing to do? What would you do if you were in his position?
Just sparing some thoughts.. this too, had been a question in my mind for a long time. First, the obvious reason to explain why he had turned that way, into a cold blooded person, was not because he was 'cold blooded in nature', not because he was strong or even having the liking of murdering anyone. In contrast, it was because he was an extremely weak person. A weak person who's traumatic, whose psychology had been affected as he was forced to face the cold blooded reality of life. Now if that's the case, who then, is to blame? Can we blame a person for being weak? Is being weak a wrong thing? Or perhaps you said that the manifestation is wrong.. Should he then, be weak and keep quiet? What if that would kill him? (if he's weak, then forcing him to keep quiet will surely kill him, eg, he might commit suicide, knowing he's mentally unstable) Hmm...