when she falls in love, she's so typical a sanguine. dramatic and bombastic, can't be convinced otherwise unless something bad happens in the middle, and unfortunately usually it's short lived cos she's totally fickle.

however, fortunately, to be in a relationship/marriage goes through a separate pathway after a very careful, clear and rational thinking process.

let's plan our next evil masterplan...

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

now i can only blog from work. my laptop at home is currently very very screwed with the C disk drive getting corrupted after a windows vista update! now, this explains my grudge on windows vista...about my grudge on dell, i think it's the processor that keeps on shutting down on me in the middle of chkdsk utility. i got it repaired once, they replaced something in it i think, but until now it still keeps on shutting down on me. i think i'll have to change laptop again next yr...for now, i have to bring it down to the service center at tj pagar again...so troublesome.

i blog here in a very similar way how i twit =P anyway, I think hatha classes can cure my attention deficit disorder and bring more focus at work =)

i don't want a 5th, 6th, or 7th boyfriend. let's stick to you only. so let's wait for a while until we're sure we're gonna get married one day.

i know i've been flirty lately, i should not continue this.

it's kind of amazing how people cannot believe something exists if they don't see that something exactly. even if other facts surrounding it prove that it exists. people say, this is science.

can everything be known in the end? what if it takes forever for something to be known...or never at all?

but bottomline is...i agree that we have to do the research as much as possible...that is if we want to be good researchers.